Well it has been an experience. Somedays are so lonely I don't think I will make it through and then the next day will be such a happy day. It is an awesome experience for me....as I have never done anything like this. I have always lived close to my parent and children. Guess at almost 50 years old it is time to spread my wings. IT HAS BEEN THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE.
I have....almost....mended my broken heart. Moving away from all the reminders help a huge amount. He is engaged now so I am hoping he has found all that he is looking for, but from the pictures I have seen it doesn't appear that way. His eyes are not what they should be. Guess that is not my concern anymore.
I did start something new this past week. Thought I was doing it to help my cousin, but it seems to have helped me more than anything. I send a text message each morning giving each of us a "goal" for the day, a scripture to read and a "SMILE & BELIEVE"..... I can't begin to say how much these little things have made me feel better. Tomorrow I will get caught up posting the daily goals.
I need to get to bed so I will end with a beautiful sunset from Louisianna.....
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